Yesterday was the last day - I should have been happy right, but I was unsure of what was happening to my emotions yesterday. All mixed up in a tight knot - happiness, confusion, irritation, sadness (maybe). I think I might know what triggered it but I'm actually surprised that it was the cause of it and the extent to which it affected me coz I did not even think that it mattered that much intially. Of course, it's new and everything is still so fragile and it's continuing to build but the extent of its importance is what surprised me. I really must take time to think of it and hopefully when I do so, it will be able to keep my emotions in check. Coz I don't really want to make the mistake of investing too much or placing a lot of importance in it only to have my entire emotions sapped in the end when everything fell but in the wrong place. I'm gonna take the precautionary approach and build on it bit and bit and over time, see how it will go. For now, I am much calmer - my emotions are back in its proper place. And hopefully when the time comes, I will be able to choose the right emotion and make a better judgement with it.

Love always,

Hazy.....

*For the record, I just saw IT on tv. Gonna call him ITT from now on coz he has become so chubby.... ;)