Day by day, I just feel that the ship is slipping away. I just don't know why. Am I being paranoid or was I banking too much into it in the first place? Perhaps I've never really steered it in and that is why it's slipping. Perhaps it's the distance. After all, the fact of the matter is it's from somewhere far and it's understandable if it gets steered away when it changes direction along the way. Perhaps it's been fed with too much diesel until it gets choked up and overwhelmed. Or simply perhaps it can't adjust itself to unfamiliar waters? I don't really know but do I really want to find out? I've been holding on to it but is it time I should let it go and let it slip away back to where it belongs. Am I reading too much into nothing at all? Or is it time I wake up and realise it's pointless hanging on to something that is ambiguous even though I treasure it very much..... I really don't know what to do....Hazy

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