Have you ever done something and after doing it, realise yikes, I shouldn't have done that. More often that not, you are so caught up in that moment of madness, you didn't realise what you are doing. And only realise that you were making a fool of yourself after that. Try as I not to, I have to admit with two hands up, that I tend to fall into that "mad" thingy sometimes. Lyke for eg, couple of months back, I made a complete nuisance of myself at an event. Kept talking and asking someone questions that it's no wonder if that person thinks I am a stalker or something.(I'm not, by the way.) Then at another event, I asked a silly question to someone and made the whole situation with that person pretty awkward. Shucks! Felt sooooooo guilty after that. Thanks to my dear friend (and part-time counsellor, heh!) for staying up, listening to me and giving some insights that made me feel better. Recently, I wanted something so much that I was willing to ask someone pretty known to get it for me. Thought about it but decided to give it a go anyway. Didn't get what I want in the end but only succeeded in yup, yet again making a fool out of myself. Apologised to that person straight after that. Strange huh! I thought that I tend to use my head more over my heart. But in cases like that, I think I must have suffered a brain malfunction or something. I'm only human, I understand. Humans make mistakes. But must constantly tell myself to be more grounded now and to think first before I do something. Don't wanna risk doing something silly again and leaving an impression on people but a bad one.